What is your twin flame story?
14.06.2025 14:37
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
Love n light.
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
As a guy, how do you know you if you are considered attractive?
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
Still,it didn't work.
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We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
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This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
Do you wear tights for warmth or to make your legs look better?
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
We became each other's focus project and aim.
NOTE:
NOW,
Do women really cheat more than men?
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
I wish you nothing but the very best
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
Does the Lil Wayne song ‘Lollipop’ refers to a Lollipop sweet or a metaphor?
This was happening fast
I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
When you're loved right, you bloom!
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
He questioned why I loved him,
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
If Jesus was crucified by Governor Pontius Pilate, why does the Quran deny his death?
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
I will always love you.
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
Also NOTE:
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
The panic was real,
He complained about me messing up his life ,
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
I don't even know how to explain it,
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
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He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
Everything had gone.
It was in my happiest era
I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
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To my surprise,
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
It's like my blood pressure was high
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
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It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
Forever n ever n ever!
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
When he realized who he was,
He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
I know you've accepted this love .
Blessings
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
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It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
N though, you might not know about tfs,
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
SO,
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My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
The replacement was my lookalike
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
Live long !!
At this moment,
But now,
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
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Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
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Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
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U understand who we are in your own way
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
My body temperature unbalanced
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He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
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This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
What I saw in him ,
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He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
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I never lost words to say to him
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
That I was a beautiful woman
Like a wild fire spreading fast
I have no regrets 😊 😊
I felt beautiful inside n out
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
Well,
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
Didn't put any thought into it,
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Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,